Dear Ryan,
Happy, happy birthday my little boy. I love you so much...there are no words to describe how much I love you. When Sissy was a little girl, she would tell me, "I love you as much as the sky floats!" which makes absolutely no sense, yet makes perfect sense.
I remember when I first saw your heart beat. I was barely pregnant, only five weeks. I wasn't feeling well and we were pretty sure I wasn't going to stay pregnant. My doctor wanted me to have an ultrasound. I was 99.9% sure it was going to be bad news.
I was absolutely flabbergasted when I saw this pulsating little glow on the ultrasound screen. I was speechless. A heartbeat at five weeks pregnant! Your little heart glowing on that screen looked so strong and I fell in love with you that very second.
It was a beautiful, sunny and warm autumn day and one of the happiest moments of my life. I'll remember it forever. I'll love you forever!
We're going to have so much fun today! 88 degrees! Swimming. Sleepover. The movie Up! And wait until you see what Daddy and I got you!
Happy eighth birthday Ryan Nicholas! I love you as much as the sky floats!!
Mom